Who is Georgia Asphalt?

I've been asleep for a long, long time.

2011-11-07T12:59:00.000-03:30

Last night was literally the longest amount of time I've slept for in about 2 - 3 weeks. It's sad! I've been soooo busy I've been getting like 5 hours of sleep a night. Not a good time. Hopefully that will change soon, I just have to get my priorities straight which I am currently attempting to do. Atleast I don't have anything due this week. This past weekend I went to my second Skills Development Symposium along with 4 other people on the CNA GFW SRC. It was great! Went downtown on Friday night only because it was my friends 19th birthday so of course we had to. But other than that I was very focused on getting as much out of the presentations and workshops and people around me as I possibly could. I know the rest of my council members learned a lot and now have motivation to do different things at our campus and be involved in CFS campaigns and events so it's exciting that I'm not alone anymore.
I've been researching healthy food that boost your metabolism and help in weight loss because I want to lose weight but I'm on a tight budget time wise and money wise. So hopefully some of the foods I found will work out because I've been gaining weight for the past 2 years at a slow pace but still gaining weight and it needs to stop.
I'm doing very good in school, and with council. Everything is very hectic but I manage to somehow get everything done.Gotta run! Speaking of school, time to head there!

Peace&Love.

You can trust in this.

2011-10-04T01:03:00.001-02:30

Well it's been a long day. And it's gonna be a long week. But I guess that's what I get when I try to juggle so many things. I've been in a pretty horrible mood tonight and sadly I've been getting down on myself about my body but it is really something I need to change. My habits are unhealthy, I am unhealthy. Maybe I'll try a water diet but I don't think I could handle that. I definitely need to cut out all deep fried foods. As well as fast foods. It's the small stuff that gets me though like sauces and other things and I don't have time to exercise to counter act them. Oh well I guess I'll see how things go over the next few weeks but this is something I need to stick with not only for cosmetic reasons. Anyways I do need to get my sleep to be healthy too!

Peace & love.

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I'm tieeeeeeee.

2011-10-02T23:23:00.002-02:30

Well.. it's been a good 7 months! And a whole load of stuff has changed in my life since then. Luckily for me I did happen to buckel down and do good last semester, another 4.0 GPA. My work term went great and I worked at summer day camp all summer which was amazing, no better summer job. Stressful at times, yes, but what job isn't?

I had an awesome summer, and I'm having a great school year so far! Back at it for a month now and I just recently won the election for SRC President which is very exciting! I worked really hard for it and will work very hard this year. Just handed in my first paper last week.. guess I should get used to writing papers because I have 2 40% term papers this semester. Kill. Me. Now. Just kidding! I'll get through it, always do!

I have a lovely love life at the moment :) Can't complain a bit! Awesome guy who just happens to also be my best friend and I love him very much! And as I've found out this week he loves me too! We've been together 5 months now and I couldn't ask for a better boyfriend. Me on the other hand, I could probably improve on being a girlfriend and I absolutely intend to. Sometimes I let my insecurities get the best of me which make me treat him like shit.. which makes me feel like shit. SO, that just doesn't end well for anyone! So I'm gonna work on that.
I'm also gonna work on being healthier.. I've realized some lovely stretch marks today and I honestly could cry. I really need to do something about this. I have horrible habits, I don't drink near enough water, excersize at ALL, or eat healthy. Not to mention that I drink far to much alcohol and get out of hand on the weekends when it comes to being unhealthy. I've decided to create a notebook with excersizes and my favorite healthy foods and healthy food choices at restaurants and fast food places so that I can try to make the best choices, we'll see how this goes, I have a horrible habit of doing something for a week and then dropping it like a hot potato. I really hope this one catches on though. I need it to.

Anyways, must go, school way early in the am!

Peace & Love.

New Found Pride

2011-02-17T01:44:00.002-03:30

I suck at the whole blog thing.. the only things I keep up to date on the internet are tumblr and Facebook, hahaha.

In like the last 5 minutes I don't know what happened but I like myself a lot more.. and I realized I don't give myself as much credit as I deserve. This feeling is so odd, it's like I just developed a goal inside to act as great as I know I am. I've been having a self esteem issue for the last while and I've been working on it. Mostly I've just been acting as if I don't have it on the outside but it was really there inside of me. I think I just made a big step.. I was looking at my profile pictures on facebook, and one that I put up yesterday is of me in a Pageant last October. I wasn't sure if I liked it when I first saw it because I was being so critical of it (my arms are fat, i look fat, blahblahblah) but I just looked at it again for a minute, cut myself some slack and I think it's beautiful, gorgeous in fact. Not to sound conceited or egotistical at all, but this is a new thing to me, it's not a normal occurrence for me to think I'm beautiful. But right now I think I am. I hope i feel like way from now on.. and it's not just a late night tired thing because I love this feeling. I feel like I deserve better than I've had, I feel like I'm worth something, I feel beautiful. And that is a big change for me and I hope it sticks.

Things seem to be looking up for me, besides my schoolwork (my badddd) I did great last semester! Now it's just to buckle down for the rest of this semester. Only 2 more weeks and then a week off, that will be lovely.

Anyways, SVU and bed it is for me! Sweet dreams.

Peace & Love.

Oh shit buddeh.

2010-11-21T15:20:00.002-03:30

Shit shit shit. I've gone over a month without posting. The internet owns my life!! Between Twitter, Facebook, Tumblr, this and any other friggin site, how can anyone have time to do it all!

Anyways, quick update..

Things are going great! School is awesome, life is awesome.

I got another scholarship, my marks are great and I love my friends!

My best friends were just in for the weekend from the city :) They're great and we had such an awesome weekend. Messy drunk times on Friday night with some randoms.. some odd shit went down but it's all good! Had a great time! Hard times Saturday morning though hahah. Went out to dinner on Saturday afternoon, then went bowling! Can you say ghetto? but it was a laugh. Then we went for a burn down to the bridge by the mill and over to Julie and Chelseys to see Diabeto cookies! weoooo

Saturday night was round 2 and it consisted of fuck ups (love it) and singstar. Best combination ever. In fuck ups we had a rule that everytime Ben would text, he and Morgan had to remove an article of clothing, that stopped him from texting ahahah. And we also used to classic but ever so hilarious rule of 'in my pussy, on my dick'. What a laugh!

We started playin pop singstar and then moved on to country and lesley apparently puts the 'cunt' in country. It was so hilarious, me and Anthony were singin and all you could hear we lesley and morgan in the backgroud goin 'yippi kaiyaaaay' or something along those lines. We also had a game of pizza catch.. day old pizza is invincible. Morgan sexually assaulted me and left me for dead on my kitchen floor, that was dis-tur-bing to say the least.

All in all is was a great weekend that left me with a lot of cleaning but it was damn well worth it. But now I miss them! Oh well, only about 3 weeks and I'll be back home for cap n gown, good timesss.

Peace & Love!

So not DTS.

2010-10-03T16:55:00.002-02:30

Weoooo, the weekend. Friday night had a Jersey Shore marathon with Julie and Chelsey and chilled with Brandon, Tara, Mike and Danielle. Saturday night, drunk times and adventures with all of them! Good times! Karaoke, sociables and drunk Days of Our Lives at 3 am. Oh what a time, I love college. Now I'm home, ready and waiting for my friends Jeff and Jess to come in and hang out for the evening :) Haven't seen them in a whileeee, so this should be good! Overall great weekend! Going home next weekend.. don't know how excited I am about that one. I don't really want to go back but ya gotta do what ya gotta do. Anyways, I'm off to finish watching Dear John.

Peace & Love

Change is good!

2010-09-30T23:42:00.004-02:30

An insane amount of stuff in my life has changed since I last blogged! I can not believe I let it go for so long.. I guess life just gets in the way. Anyways, so about what has changed! I have moved, no longer livin in the shitty city, I graduated high school! Weooooo. I'm now a post secondary student :) Yays. I am currently ridin solo, gotta love it. I'm moved out on my own and life has officially begun I guess? Although not really because I'm not making a living really.. I'm living off student loans for the time being, hahah. Whatayagondo. My new town is great! Love the people, love the chill place. College is great! Got 104% on my first test :) and I love the courses and people! Miss my mom, sister and cats though! I'll see them next week.. I have to go home for 10 days to compete in a pageant.. I'm pumped for the pageant and to see some of my girls, but being in that place for 10 days... not so much a time. Also missing that much school doesn't exactly make me feel at ease, gotta do what ya gotta do. Anyways, I'm very tired and have an early morning tomorrow, but thank god it'll be friday! Hahah, I'll be around more often :) just because I love being able to look back on these post.. not that anyone but me reads them anyways.

Peace & love!

Oh, SVU, how I love you!

2010-03-07T03:03:00.003-03:30

Law and Order SVU has been one of my absolute favorite TV shows since December 2008 when my Aunt and Uncle introduced me to it. Ever since, my sister and I along with various friends who I have gotten addicted to it, have watched it for hours on end. So I have decided to watch EVERY episode through, somewhat in order. I've begun with season 1. I have watched Episodes 1 - 12 so far, the first half of the season is pretty good. Some familiar faces in there that, at that point, were yet to get their start in the acting business.

I can't say I'm much of a fan of the Cassidy/Benson one night stand, very glad it didn't go any farther than it did. I don't like Cassidy much.. I could do without Jeffries too. Thank god the show improved in the later years. It's interesting to see Stablers attempts at being a family man and raising his children. Munch is slightly too outspoken in this season I find, where as later on he shuts up and says less but more.

Anyways, as for real life. It's okay, few rough spots here and there. Got my grad dress :) Even though me and my best friend have an alternative plan about the Grad Ceremony it's self. My CNA application has been gone for a while now.. I'm getting a little frightened. Hopefully I'll know soon what exactly is happening so I can make alternate arrangements if necessary. As of right now, things are kind of up in the air and I'm just waiting for them to fall into place.

School is going well, loving math right now, clothing is best kind, who would've known I would actually take and interest in sewing. I believe I'll be able to get along find in Geography.. I should be able to comfortably attend a class like any normal student but God knows THAT won't happen. Might as well tough out the rest of High School Hell. English is going fine, thanks to No Fear Shakespeare I actually understand Macbeth.

Love life is goood, hopefully I'll get to see my man this weekend coming :) Work is fine! I always say I can't stand going to work but I really don't know what I would do without some of those people.

Once April comes around, that's when I expect things to get insane. Easter break, MAA Application due date, Junos!! (which I'm super excited for, hopefully I'll be able to go to fanfare and some showcases, seeing as I highly doubt I'll be attending the actual Junos), only a MONTH til prom, schools almost done, and so much more! So I guess I should enjoy this somewhat downtime before the craziness starts.

So today was my moms 48th birthday. Happy Birthday Mudz! and tomorrow (technically today) is 2 of my friends birthdays! i worked this morning and then Mom, Mindy, Mckinnon and I went to Swiss Chalet in celebration of moms birthday. To moms surprise we were all able to be together as a family for over an hour without any fighting! It's a miracle! I wasn't about to start anything and turn moms birthday into a nightmare. The least she deserves is a birthday without family drama. Her birthday wasn't anything spectacular.. I didn't really have any time or ANY idea what to get her! So hopefully I can tackle that this week.. although I've had the idea of a scrapbook for mothers day and birthday combined in my head so I may do that. I think she was happy with her day though.. At least there wasn't any drama or arguments, it was a chill day and she doesn't get those often.

Well! I must be off to bed.. or possibly to watch another episode of svu :D

Peace and love!

PS. The cool thing about the decision I made in my last blog entry (in Jan, when I decided to go to btown for the day instead of gfw) is that once I got in btown and surprised friends, a bunch of us went on a road trip TO GFW! Hahaha :) So I guess I got the best of both worlds! It really turned out to be a great day!

Who I am is not who I wanna be.

2010-01-28T04:39:00.002-03:30

I'm in Gander! Woot! Atleast I'm not in St. John's. Hahah. That place stresses me out even when there's nothing to be stressed about.

So exams went fairly well, better than expected! English was.. english. World Geo was a joke, even for me who hasn't gone to one single class since October. Math, I think I passed, which would please me! I finished my exams Tuesday, went for a swim that night and chilled out and ran some errands with mids on Wed., little did I know I would end up in Gander Wed. night. Good enough! Haha, also, I was planning on going to Grand Falls Thursday for the night and coming back to Gander with my boyfriend on Friday but now I'm going on out to Burlington.. I didn't want to do that and I do want to do that for some reasons. I didn't want to because, I wanted to see my awesome friends in gfw, I don't like a couple people in Burlington, and this will be the first time seeing my ex bf since we broke up, which was over the phone in Sept. So THAT should be interesting.. I DO want to go because I'll get to see my man a day earlier, I'll get to see some good friends who I haven't seen since summer and I'll get to show this one person that I will not heed to their petty little threats made out of jealousy by staying away from Burlington. So yea.. what the heck. Goin to btown tomorrow. Right on.

Not even tomorrrow.. today. It's like 5 am and I don't know why I'm still awake. We got here like 10, I talked to mike, got a shower and then hung out with Steve playin NFS:Carbon til like 4 and then I did my hair. I don't know if there's even a point in sleeping now cause I'll only have to get up in an hour and a half. Oh well, I guess it can't hurt.

Life is good nowadays. Got a gym membership, I'm really trying to get into fitness and a healthy lifestyle. Did fine on exams (I hope!) and I have meetings with colleges this coming week! Meanwhile I get to spend the next couple days with some preeeeettty cool people and my main man :)

Anyways, sleeeeeeep it is!

Peace & Love

Hey 2010, how's she cuttin?

2010-01-18T19:36:00.002-03:30

Well the new year has been good to me so far! I got to spend the holidays with my loved one and friends! My boyfriend came to my house for Christmas and we went to his house for new years. It was good times! Then school started up again and work and life got back on the go. School is such a hassle.. GRAD is such a hassle!! My mom got me on the go to go dress shopping this past weekend and the one dress I really like out of ANY I've seen is 600$ and I can afford it, we could do it, but I don't think I can mentally handle the thought of paying 600$ for a dress I will wear for like 5 hours. I just can't do it. I'd rather settle for a cute dress at Le Chateau or something. There's just no point to paying hundreds of dollars for a grad dress and I won't do it.
And exams are on the way! 3 DAYS!!!!!! My first exam is on FRIDAY. WHAT. THIS IS MONDAY. I don't know how I'm going to manage. I haven't even began studying. But English, my exam on Friday is the least of my worries. Math and World Geo are my big ones.
Speaking of these exams I really should get going and work on some school stuff. But hopefully I'll get back on this blog thing and do it how it should be done!

Peace and Love.

Music is so powerful.

2009-12-13T16:45:00.002-03:30

I don't know if people really notice but for a lot of people, music has so much power over them. I know I'm one of them. If I'm in the worst mood and you put on an awesome, happy, dancy song, I will just feel better. Also, when I'm feeling down and I just want to be sad, music can comfort me. I'll go in to OLP mode as my friend once called it. Oh music, what would I do without you!?

Anyways, I have a new musical obsession, Ke$ha. I KNEW I would love her by her first single 'tik tok' and as songs begin to leak off her new album I keep falling deeper and deeper in love with her. She's just like me and my friends, it's kinda amazing. Her song Dinosaur is hilarious and Your Love Is My Drug is the best analysis ever.

This weekend was okay.. It was semi formal at my school and being on Student Council I was supposed to help with it Friday, Saturday and today. But Friday my principal forbid me from going with no legitimate reason whatsoever. Her rules are, you couldn't go if you have more than 1 day unexcused absence, and even though I have missed a billion days, they're all excused.. so she really had no right to do what she did. Which pisses me off. I know why they hate me though, it's because I go against the grain and me as a student does not make sense. Normally if someone has missed almost every day this year so far, mind you we're half way through the year, then they would be failing right? Nope. My marks are actually quite good. I believe this pisses them off. I don't see why, cause my marks are all that should matter right? Makes no sense.

OH WELL. Only a few more months and I'm done with that place and high school in total.. CAN'T WAIT.

It's been a while.

2009-12-08T00:02:00.003-03:30

So I suppose you could say I was slacking the last few months on this whole blog thing.. Life got hectic, full of drama and insanely stressful. It still is. But I want to blog again. A lot of things have changed! And then some have stayed the same. I'm still working at the good old grease fest of McD's, it's actually a time. I now have an amazing boyfriend, he lives 8 hours away but comes in almost every second weekend. Still goin to the craphole they call PWC! Only for another few months though, thank god for that. Anyways, I plan on getting back in to this daily blogging thing because I found it fun while I had the time and attention span to keep it going, ahaha. Well, just wanted to give a little update!

Lovely

2009-06-21T15:00:00.004-02:30

Life is lovely, for the most part! I'm in the middle of exams but took a little break last night to party for my friends bday :) It was so good, the old gang got back together, <3

Anyways, that was fun.. and as for the 2 friend situations I described in the last post.. well, one is perfectly fine again :) and the other.. I think I'm just about finished with, I just need that closure, you know? Because I obviously don't need a friend who's going to cause me grief by pretending they're mad at me for 3 weeks just to get me going. Like get over it! I care about my friends! Ughhh. Hate when people take that for granted.

So exams, hatehatehate. Although they're not going to bad! I think I got 100 on my math one which is amazeballs. I ony have one left, but it's the worst of them all, Bio 3201. SOOOOOO much shit! Bahhh. I should go study.. and eat some yummy cooked diner! <3

Also, happy fathers day! I miss my daddy :( RIP

wow wow wow WOW!

2009-06-10T15:42:00.002-02:30

It has been WAYYY too long. Geeeez, almost another month?

I gotta get back on this!

Too bad exams start Friday :(

It's not that bad though.. I start off with the lovely and hopefully moderately easy, english exam, and then after a week I have Earth Systems and Math, not too worried about Math and Earth should be okay. Then three days and I have Bio, that is the real horror. It will more than likely eat me, and then I will exist no longer.

Let's just hope that doesn't happen! There's still time.. if I shove enough info into me I can probably do it.

So, lately, I haven't been up to much.. very school oriented. And work. And computer. I've become obsessed with omgpop and Restaurant City on fbook. But now that I've reached the highest possible level on RC I don't care anymore.. and it makes me sad D:

Anyways, what's up with this whole facebook getting usernames thing ? Tryna be myspace/twitter!!!!!1!1!!1

Hate it.

Facebook was fine the way it was, then they changed it and messed it up. It's annoying.

Ahhhh poo I'm so pumped.

Once exams are over, summmmmmeerrrrrr!!

Which means Northern Bay Sands <3

SALMON FEST!!

Akon, OLP, Donnie Dumphy, Hey Rosetta! Yayyyy

Annnnnnnnnnnnd Jordan, Mandie, Deb and all my lovesss from central/western! Some I'm not so sure I will or if I want to see.. -_- stupid boys. *shakes fist*

So last night.. I randomly started crying because I was thinking about these 2 friends I have.. and how our friendships have changed. It makes me really sad.. With both of these people I used to be really close with, talk to them a lot but it's not really like that anymore. I can't call either of them one of my best friends. One got mad at me a couple weeks ago and hasn't told me what about and I can't do anything to make this better without knowing whats wrong.. And the other, we had a couple falling outs over the past couple months and we still talk a nice bit, but its not as deep and I have no idea what's going on with him other than what happens when he's around me or what I ask about, he won't tell me anything and we just never have actually conversations anymore and it's horrible! The other day I found a note from one of our classes together and realised how much he acually does mean to me, we go way back and I don't want to loose this friendship, I just don't know how to fix it.

Oh my, I know life changes and people change and everything changes! but why does it have to be so depressing and lonely?

gahhhh

Well that's my update!

Must go study more now, then work at 6!

Whooooooop birthday parties it is!

That's because this wasn't an accident.

2009-05-18T00:03:00.002-02:30

It has been a while !

Well, to just comment on the last journal, I lost. But it's okay, I tried my best. Obviously I would've loved to win, but I'm not going to die because I didn't.

Today is the bombbbbb, so pretty outside! I worked and then tanned on the back deck =] Then went to pick up mom, and came home and had a CSI:Miami Marathon. Oh how I love Horatio.

Life is weird! It's been soooo much like Degrassi the last little while. Odd. There has been a mass car accident in which someone was INCREDIBLY lucky to live through, a pregnancy scare, someone has been diagnosed with cancer and the ever so popular plot line of unrequited love. All this hasn't happened to me, but around me. Its freaky, haha.

I wrote this awesome poem and I realllly llike it, it makes me smile, hahha. It's not happy or anything, but I love it when I write things that flow so great.

Here's a link if you'd like to read: http://www.bluekaffee.com/writings-view.php?writing_id=70922

Well, I must go watch some more CSI and some much needed SVU.. even though it may make me slighlty sad, that's fine, I'll live.

Another end, but a new beginning.

2009-05-08T13:44:00.003-02:30

So this past week has been election week. I can honestly say that I have given it my all, gone outside my boundaries and tried my best. Which is all I can do. Today everyone voted. I just wanted to post a blog to document my perspective on this whole thing before the results come out.

If I don't win, well, I could run for level 3 rep but i'm not sure I have the physical/mental/financial strength to run another 4 day campaign. Should that happen, I'll deal with it.

If I win, I will be very very happy, and honestly so proud of the school for realising who would work really hard and do good for the school. I have shown great effort through my campaign and my speech and given reason and ideas to show them what I would do. I address the student body as 'them' here because I don't think any of them with the exception of good ol' Ross reads this.

I think that all of the candidates would do good, some better than others but nonetheless good.

Ahhhh, my stomach is killllling me and just kinda want this day to be other with and to know who won. Haha, i'm incredibly emotionally drained and this blog wasn't as good as I planned.. but oh well!

TGIF? Yessir.

Copy Cat

2009-05-02T00:33:00.000-02:30

Lesley Chard is awesome.

That is all.

Oh the irony.

2009-04-22T17:41:00.003-02:30

Sunday night I went to a movie and came home a decided to watch a movie again, haha, I'm lazy. Anyways, the movie I watched was Milk. I highly recommend it to anyone, such a great story, a true one about a true hero who made great progress in what some may call the fight for gay rights but I prefer to call it the fight for EQUALITY.

After I watched this movie I then remembered the Miss USA Pageant had taken place that night so I looked around on the internet to find some highlights and who won. Of course, as there always is in these things, there was a controversial/lolworthy/youtube moment. The not at all lolworthy but very controversial moment this year was when Judge Perez Hilton asked Miss Cali if she felt that other states should follow suite with the four who have now legalized gay marriage. She answered saying a bunch of stuff that didn't make sense but ultimately saying she believe marriage should be between a man and a woman.

Over the last few days this whole thing has been BLOWN up over the media. It's so wrong. People are saying she lost the crown because she was against gay marriage, which MAY be true because a Miss USA should represent EVERYONE, so she may not be the one for the job. See the thing is, she DIDN'T EVEN ANSWER THE QUESTION. She gave her opinion on marriage. She made no reference to what the states should do, which WAS the question. I think simply because she failed to do what she asked she should've lost, which she did, she came in second.

Anyways, I just think this is crazy and people are saying things that are horribly wrong, it's her beliefs and she can have them BUT she's being looked down upon because 1) she didn't answer the question and 2) she was running to be a representative for USA which has tons of gay people and she should represent them and their needs as well.

The whole thing has created another battles so to speak, featuring Miss Cali as Anita Bryant and Perez as a Harvey Milk. Don't get me wrong, Harvey Milk went through much much more and the hate was much higher back then, but on a smaller level, this is what it seems to be turning out as.

Just thought I'd get that out there, bahah. The one person who is annoying me the most in this is Bill O'Reilly. Whatta douchebag, he got a gay author on his show and pretty much tried to run him into the dirt, it literally made me want to throw my laptop across the room.

I think people need to OPEN their minds and hearts. Gay people are equal, they should be allowed to be seen as legally united, wether you want to call it marriage or not, whatever.

That my friends is my rant for today and now I must go type up some yearbook bios and do some homework. :)

peace & love

Excuse me, I'm trying to find my calling.

2009-04-18T00:06:00.002-02:30

Hello helloooo.

This week has been.. long? But fun, i've thought a lot, like I always do. It was very good to get away, as always.

I've changed, more than usually do on these trips, things have happened, good things, bad things, more good than bad, but every action has an equal and opposite reaction so with all the good must come bad as well.

Anyways, on from my thoughts!

This week, my friend showed me an awesome sight!

www.funformobile.com

you can download free ringtones, wallpapers and other random stuff!

It's pretty awesome, I have quite the pimped out phone now, bahaha.

HAHA, Larry Tudgeman from Lizzie McGuire is on CSI Miami right now, ahahaha. Loves itttt.

Tonight I watched "The Reader" AH SUCH A GOOD MOVIE.

SO sad, but soooo good. It's like, unexplainable.

I find that just about every movie coming out these days is relating back to the war/holocaust in some way. The Reader did and so did a horror movie I watched last weekend, Unborn. Although I liked how both did that because it made it more interesting and realistic for me, both did it in a really interesting way that could for sure have been absolute truth, but I'm pretty sure both were fiction.

Anyways! Must be off now.. Going home tomorrow! Yeehaw? I don't know what I would rather.

Byebyeee.

HOLY LONG TIME.

2009-04-16T19:53:00.002-02:30

It's been toooooo tooo long.

Not that anyone but James would have even noticed! (and Sean) hahaha

But I'll keep blogging anyways :)

I'm just far too tired to say anything interesting right now...

which means this is kinda pointless.

But yea, my easter break is going good!

Kinda can't wait to get back to St. John's.

This week was pretty awesome for a couple of simple reasons.. :)

Anyways, goneeeeee.

I'll probs do an ACTUAL blog tomorrow seeing as I'm in gander for 2 days with not a thing to do! baha

April Fools!

2009-04-01T11:38:00.002-02:30

Anyone play any good tricks on anyone?

Anyone have any tricks played on them?

Youtube has flipped everything upside down :O I guess that's their way of fooling everyone.

I wonder what other tricks will surface today..

I just saw news that apparently Destinys Child is back together for a final album, although this would be pretty cool, I'm thinking it might be a trick.

Anyways, this isn't going anywhere, I'm to distracted by watching Erin Brocovich in Canadian Law.

Byeee

Busy busy busy.

2009-03-31T00:08:00.002-02:30

Hello hello.

Sorry for being absent the last week.. I worked full time hours while going to school, it's petty crazy! Life has been okay I suppose. Some people really confuse me.

Worked everday for a week.. 13 hours one day, that was not so much a time.

Last night I officially decided to start a diet and did so today! Going decent so far! Too bad all I can think about not is food.

Two of my friends returned from a trip to Florida yesterday, this is good :) and now we've decided to plan a mini road/beach trip for the summer! Oh summer, please come quick, but not too quick, I need to loose some weight first!!

Anyways, I'm soooooo tired, so I'm going to go to bed, I'll post a better blog tomorrow! haha :) Night!

Dysfunctional family/early life = criminal?

2009-03-24T21:56:00.002-02:30

I think not!

A great law teacher once implied that if you come from a dysfunctional family, you're going to commit crime.

I do believe this CAN be true, BUT it is not ALWAYS true, honestly, I wouldn't say it's mostly true either!

Having a dysfunctional family life during childhood is neither a reason to commit crime nor an excuse. People may think the great majority of criminals in today’s society have taken the route in life that they have due to issues during childhood and dysfunctional families. While it may happen that this is true in some cases, it seems to be that people who have suffered through hard early days have come to be great, successful leaders and extremely positive influences of the twenty first century.

Examples being, Obama, Oprah, Christina Aguilera, Rick Mercer and MANY others.

ANYWAYS, on to something else? Yes.

Why must people be so stupid?

David Cook made a big deal on his blog about fans going to extreme measures to get in contact with him, like finding out where he's staying, and tying to call him and what not. HELLLOOOO, you KNOW this shit is going to happen when you get famous, so if you didn't want to have to deal with it then you should've thought about that one before you auditioned for American Idol.

Only 2 and a half weeks til easter break! Yayz.

And the 2 and a half weeks until then are busy days! Famine, Training at work, Spirit week, Hannah Montana Movie, Damn Yankees show and more! :O xD

Crazy times!

Anyways, I will attempt to not slack so much on this blog and when I get something else interesting to write about I will! This entry isn't that great but whattta ya gon doooo, haha, I tried!

Peaceeee!

White house gone green?

2009-03-17T22:04:00.002-02:30

Happy St. Paddy's Day errrbody!

I personally didn't do much to celebrate. Does going to the "St. Paddy's Day Swim" yesterday count?

First lady, Michelle Obama decided to do a little celebrating by turning the water in the white house fountain green. I'm sure many people wore green.. and drank lots of beer/alcohol.

Well, this is pretty much a sad blog, full of death and dying.. NOT COOL.

Natasha Richardson is apparently brain dead after she fell on a beginner slope in Canada.

The dying Jane Goody has a book deal and a tribute magazine? ...she's not dead yet? WHY would you do that?

Another wrestler has been found dead. Andrew 'test' Martin, no foul play is suspected which pretty much leaves the public to think it's drugs. He supposedly died in the middle of eating dinner.

And last, but not least, all of the bodies from the Cougar crash off of Newfoundland have been recovered as of today and funeral arrangements are in the works.

So sad.

On a lighter note, if you aren't offended easily I highly advise you to check out Bo Burnham on youtube (boburnham) or even buy his album in stores now! He's actually incredibly hilarious, I love it so much.

ANNNNND, I my friends, have found the cure for depression. It happens to be a thing call www.fmylife.com

It's quite incredible at making you feel better about your life by reading about other peoples horrible horrible situations/problems/issues.

Anyways, that's about all I have to share tonight so I better go start some late english homework.

Peace!

I love UK boys!

2009-03-15T00:40:00.002-02:30

So first off I have to say my prayers and thought are with the victims and families who were affected by the cougar helicopter crash off of Newfoundland. The helicopter had technical difficulties in the air and had to crash in the ocean. There is one confirmed death, one survivor and 16 missing. Hopefully they will be found, although it's highly unlikely they'll be found alive now.

On a better note, Apple has a new ipod shuffle, it's deece. Better than the old one! Haha. Has playlists and a voiceover feature that seems fun to play with. I'd probably get annoyed with it too easily though. I really like their new headphones though, I wonder if they're compatible with other ipods. Hmmmm.

I LOVE BOYS FROM THE UK.

EEEEEEE. A lot of them are like, mega sexy. Like one of the guys in Syncsta. Yea, cann you say babbbbbe?

Also, 2 of my 3 followers are from the UK. xD

YAYYYY UK BOYS :)

Had to put that out there! haha, well I must be offff.

Work in the morning!

G'night!

Rihanna won't break it off.

2009-03-09T19:57:00.003-02:30

So EVERYONE has heard about the whole Chris Brown beating Rihanna thing. A lot of people think it's ridiculous and wrong, some people think it's a publicity stunt and a couple insane people think he could never do such a thing. I think it's horribly wrong and Rihanna along with everyone else in the world should never return to someone who physically abused them.

This attack wasn't like a little fight, where she pissed him off so he popped her one to shut her up, this was long and horrid according to the police report that describes it in great detail. I can't understand how she can still be with him and even ask that he be allowed to have contact with her during the trial, it's pretty crazy what he did. Click here to see a full description. Even Donald Trump thinks she shouldn't go back with him, and he thinks she's a loser if she does.. which seems to be the case. Oprah has put her 2 cents out there too saying "If a man hits you once, he WILL hit you again."

Aside from all the celebrity drama, Britney Spears is still entertaining us all, I'm not talking about her singing, I'm talking about her latest wardrobe malfunction. During her Tampa concert her "pussy" was hanging out :O she screamed this out at the end of the "Slave 4 U" set. Funny how her microphone was on, yet she lipsyncs every song in the show. Lawls. Good ol Brit, you can always count on her for a laugh.

McEmergency?

2009-03-05T00:20:00.002-03:30

A woman in Florida was arested because she called 911 3 times to report her "emergency". What was the problem? Well, the McDonald's she went to was out of nuggets. Maybe it was a joke, but you'd assume that after the first 2 calls on which I assume they warned her that WASN'T an emergency for them and she could get in trouble for calling, that should stop. But no, this stupid full grown woman felt the need to call a third time. Sooooo dumb. I could go on about the combined subject of McDonald's and stupidity, but I'll save that for another time.

The lovely and talented Mariska Hargitay is back in hospital :( After feeling discomfort in her chest she's in the hospital for tests. In mid-january she suffered a collapsed lung from a skiing accident. She better get well soon and make more awesome Law & Order SVU episodes, that show would NOT be the same without her, I almost died when she was off for maternity leave and someone else took her place for a while.

Facebook is making some more changes soon so get ready for the uproar of I WANT THE OLD NEW FACEBOOK BACK! You know it's coming when they plan to do something so drastic.. It looks decent, although I prefer the way it is now over what they plan to do: http://www.facebook.com/sitetour/homepage_tour.php

Kristen Stewart isn't trying to live up to her character Bella, intelligent, thoughtful and pleasant. She's going for the more egotistic and conceeded image. Lately she openly suggested what kind of damage she could cause teenage girls by leaving the Twilight movies. Good to know she doesn't take pleasure in whow much the girls enjoy the movies with her, but she enjoys that they would be sad if she left the series. Sweet young girl, eh?

Well, bed time for me. I've spent all day researching the Greek Gods and that's possibly what I'll dream about, which isn't what I'd prefer really. Anyways, G'night!

World almost ended say whut?

2009-03-03T23:15:00.002-03:30

So apparently, according to the great sxephil, an asteroid almost hit the earth this morning.. Random. Also, he says they thought from earlier calculations that it would hit, but later calculations said it wouldn't come close. Yet no one really knew? Well, I never heard anything about it atleast! Not that I'm all in the space news, it's just, you'd think something like that would end up common knonwledge.

Anyways, people from ALLLL over newfoundland have been calling into Nightline and saying they've been seeing strange lights? wtf? I wonder did the asteroid hit a satiellite or something and that's what's causing weird lights. Or maybe Newfoundland is being taken over by aliens :O !!! Uh -oh. Well, the upside to that happening is, I wouldn't have to go to career first thing tomorrow morning.

Off to bed!

I just want you to be happy.

2009-03-03T10:23:00.008-03:30

Helllooo there, it's "I just want you to be happy" day!

Do something to make someone happy, in the spirit of this wacky holiday. With that said, something that makes me happy, but also slightly frightened, is that Hulk Hogan is possibly making a comeback at wrestlemania. I haven't watched wrestling in a longgggggggg time, but this, this may be something worth seeing. Hulk Hogan is awesome, his family was awesome back in the day until shit hit the fan and him and his wife decided to divorce, his son is hot, but a big idiot. His daughter... well, she kinda disapeared but she was a sweet girl on "Hogan Knows Best". Apparently she has her own show now? "Brooke Knows Best" hmmmm, I wonder if her brother is ever on that. He's really the only reason I ever watched "Hogan Knows Best" anyways.

So that's the good, but what's the bad? Well, Rihanna and Chris Brown are back together. I really think this is wrong, but it's not that unexpected.. Although, if I were her, I'd be even more afraid of a beating now than ever seeing as this whole ordeal is costing him a lot. He's lost endorsements, fans, respect, a good reputation, some radio stations are simply afraid to play his music because people might assume it means they condone his behaviour. I would think this would make a man mad, which means I'd be keeping a far distance. But it is her life, she can do what she wants, let her make her own mistakes. Obviously once a spouse or significant other lays a hand on you in a seriously violent way, that should be the end no questions asked, but that's not the way most people work, sadly.

Anyways, just one more thing.. in light of I want you to be happy day, and I do hope this link brings you smiles :)

Go there: http://tinyurl.com/c7zwl2

TMI #1

2009-03-02T01:55:00.002-03:30

This is gonna be more of a personal blog, gotta have a few of those too, obviously. I just don't want this site to turn into me whining about my life. That's what bluekaffee is for ;) Anyways, tonight I realised that I've spent the last week drowning in my sorrows and feeling bad for myself. I've let a couple bad habits creep back into my life and I've been slightly selfish. This is no way to live, so March is a new month and what better way to start the month than turn over a new leaf in my life. I've decided that this month I'm gonna start going back to the gym, work a little more, do better in school and eat better. My life used to be so on track and I used to have such a great routine going but I let it go. Time to take it back. I spend too much time in front of the computer re-watching seasons of my favorite shows, but it was a good coping method this weekend because the show I watched made me think.

Going to bed at 2 am isn't the best way to start this month.. especiablly when I'm trying to make changes. But hey, it doesn't all happen at once right ? I think these changes will happen, I hope for my sake they do. I'm assuming i'll be able to use my computing time better and utilise it's resources rather than sit on facebook all day seeing as lately I've found that site miraculously boring.

I wish I could say that the people in my life support me in all my decisions of all this and that my friends back me up 100% but honestly, I don't know. Simply because well, I'm sort of lacking in the friends department to begin with, I have few friends I even talk to on a regular basis and even then it's not always on a regular basis. Also, in the last few months a couple of my best friendships have been suffering, I'm not doing anything differently, but we just don't talk as much and we're not as close. As much as this sucks, I'm dealing as best I can. Changes happen, it's life.

Aside from Friday night, which was exceptional I might add, I've been alone the rest of the weekend and rather than complaining about that.. I enjoyed it. I gave me time to assess what's happening with me right now and how I should move forward. For once, I'm excited for change. I think it's something I need at the moment. I just wish I had more sincere people in my life, like I have friends, they're just not that close and we barely talk, I just need people to talk to and people who care and I can spend time with. Even though I enjoyed spending this weekend alone, this feeling of being alone in my head is not fun, it kind of feels like I have no one. Anyways, hopefully that will come.

Anyways, enough of my rant on life. I should get to bed, school in the morning.. and it's pushing 3 am.

G'night.

Anything is possible.

2009-03-01T14:58:00.002-03:30

Anything is possible. Well, who would've thought that my plans for this weekend (which I was UBER excited about) would fall through but I still had a good weekend anyways? And who would've thought that a white girl from Wisconsin would want to be a rap star? Well, Lena thinks she's climbing the ladder straight to fame, I can't be the one to deny that. Even if she doesn't go far in the rap scene, I give her an A+ for effort and for putting out the message that you can do whatever you put your mind to. To hear 22 and a half seconds of Lena rapping, go to http://kdwb.com/pages/dave.html?feed=234521&article=5023447 .

Enjoy, and remember, anything is possible.

And the award goes to..

2009-02-27T09:18:00.002-03:30

So the 2010 Juno Awards are going to be held in St. John's, that's pretty cool, they're a pretty big thing in Canada, most any band from Canada will be there. And the 2010 Olympics in Vancouver! Canada is lovin life in 2010. Anyways, just a couple fun facts about events in Canada to look forward to, seeing as there's usually not that much. Well the Junos are always in Canada, but not always in my city. =]

Today, I have a feeling is not gonna be my day, in fact, I think toDAY is gonna suck really bad. Until later on tonight. So, in order to keep some kind of smile in the back of my mind I will watch this video whenever I can. Enjoy =]

See more funny videos and funny pictures at CollegeHumor.

Nar bit funny eider.

2009-02-25T15:46:00.002-03:30

Overall, not a bad day. I'm gonna try to keep this blog away from my personal life for the most part, my days aren't all that interesting, the usual run down is school/home being lazy or school/work/sleep.

SO. Knowing that my only official followers on here are not newfoundlanders, even though most others who have seen my blog probably are, I have decided to share with you my 3 favorite "newfie" videos. These videos, to most of us, are pretty friggin hilarious. James, and even Ross, I warn you that you may have to listen to them more than once to actually understand what they're saying, especially squid hat (although i know you've seen that Ross) even I couldn't figure what he was saying the first time I heard that one. Anyways, I introduce you to the great Donnie Dumphy, Colleen Power, and some guy whos name I don't know, but he's hilarious.

Enjoy :)

Obama is the child of the devil.

2009-02-25T09:08:00.003-03:30

Usually, religion isn't an argument I like to get into, mainly because i'm on the fence and unsure about the majority of it all. Like, does god exist? does he have some kind of master plan? is there a heaven? a hell? And I have no answers to these questions and no one has solid answers, this being my reason for being on the fence. All people have are beliefs and opinions. Each to their own and we should respect each others beliefs and opinions.

Now this, what I'm about to post/say is going to seem like a very big hypocritical move. I don't want it to be that way and this man, whom you are about to see, I respect his beliefs and opinions but not his methods. Methods and actions are another reason you don't catch me in church every sunday morning. Pentecostal/Christian churches in my area don't exactly make me feel comfortable, I went to chuch every sunday of my life until I was 7 but after my family stopped, and then went back once, it was much too odd and uncomfortable for me. This man, is throwing himself out there on a campus full of young men and women, and telling them all they're going to hell, rather, most everyone in the WORLD is going to hell. RELIGIOUS LEADERS: THIS IS NOT GOING TO DO YOU MUCH GOOD. In order to get someone to pay attention to you and ACTUALLY listen is to attempt to relate to them, or to help them in some way. If you wanted to make a friend you wouldn't go up to them and tell them they're going to die or something. The same thing goes, if you want to add new members to your congregation you don't coax them to go by frightening them and saying they're going to hell.

Also, this man has many opinions I do not agree with, some being:

a) Obama is the child of the devil.

b) If you kiss someone on the lips outside of a marriage you're going to hell.

c) If you voted for Obama, you're going to hell.

Although I don't live in the united states and my family and friends could not have voted for Obama had they wanted to, I believe this is ridiculously wrong. Theres many other things in that video that are wrong, but those 3 are just... unbelievable.

Anyways, enjoy this little rant of a pastor/priest who is doing it wrong. Provide by the awesome charlestrippy.

I bet your answer is no.

2009-02-24T19:04:00.000-03:30

No I am not a black guy named Ming.

No I am not black.

No I am not a guy.

No I am not named Ming.

My name is Melissa, I'm caucasian, 16, from Newfoundland Canada. A place you've probably never heard of! I've decided to start this blog, probably no one will ever actually follow it, but that's cool if you do. Also, I'll probably get lazy and slack off and not do it.. but I hope I don't. Anyways, just a little introduction blog for ya! Enjoy :)